Monday, May 07, 2007
Seeds, Rain and the Whole Process
It let me in! I tell ya, I never know from one day to the next if the new blogger is going to allow me to post. More often than not, it's not. It's been so long since I've written anything I think people have lost interest, which is quite okay. I do this more for me than for anyone else anyway.
So, I've been digging in the dirt a lot lately and when I do that I get literally bazillions of thoughts that go through my head. All of which I'm sure would make a great blog post. But when I go to write it up - nothing. Can't get in. So let's see what I can drum up from the ol' memory banks for today.
It's raining. It's been raining a lot lately and I love that. I love rain. I love rainy days. I love the colors that come out of the rain. And I love the new growth that comes, too. I've planted some seeds this year and I'm anxious to see what happens with them. Seeds. Amazing little things. You put them in the dirt as simple little hard things and no matter what comes up it's exactly what it's supposed to be. Your seed will not pop up as some other plant. It will be what you planted.
(WARNING!! THIS POST IS GOING IN A SPIRITUAL DIRECTION!! IF YOU DON'T WANT TO HEAR ABOUT GOD STOP HERE.)
I hear a lot about seed planting in spiritual circles. I wonder if that's what they're talking about. Are they planting a seed thinking it will come out just as they planned for it to, or will God have his way? And if he does, will they see and accept it as his or will they think the person the seed was planted into missed it? I have been thinking a lot about how we so very often think we are the ones who "get it". "We" know the way. "We" know the truth and if you don't think like "we" do then you're wrong. It happens in lots of circles, not just spiritual but political, industrial, economic, etc. I think maybe the only circle it's not quite so rigid in is creative circles. That's the nature of creativity after all, to be different, not to follow but to lead. Now I'm thinking God was the ultimate creator. Heck, he created creativity. I know he's the same yesterday, today and tomorrow but I cannot help thinking he wants us to grow and learn and not be afraid to change some of our thinking when we receive a revelation from him that seems different than what we may have thought or been taught all our lives. This is really hard for me. I've been taught that there is one way and that is it. Now don't get me wrong. I believe Jesus is the way, the truth and the life. I'm not saying that has changed nor will it ever but I think we have limited Jesus' way, his truth and his life. And man, that is something I do not want to be guilty of - limiting God in any way. So, I figure if he wants to plant a seed and grow something bigger than I planned I need to step out of the way and let it grow. And not only allow that to happen but to encourage it and delight in it and be amazed by it and celebrate it - even if it looks completely different from anything I have seen before. Could it be that God is so much bigger than words or thoughts or ideas or deeds? Could it be his kingdom is more here around us than we can see or hear or imagine? Could it be that there is a power in and among us that we have not even remotely tapped into? I like the thought of that. I like the thought that there is so much more and that when the time is right it will be released. That gives me great hope. It excites me. It's kind of like that seed planting thing I do. It's a simple little thing but when those things break through from the dirt and begin to grow, I get excited about it. It delights me and I do, I celebrate! I talk to them. I encourage them to grow. And when the colors come - oh man - that is the good stuff.
So, today I'm going to stand back and watch the seeds that have been planted grow into what God has planned for them. He planted some seeds in the minds of some high school kids yesterday morning and those are the ones I'm talking about right now. I'm going to stand back and watch them grow and then celebrate when the color comes!
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13 comments:
Beautiful post, Candy! And I love the golden rain. Thank you!
He is absolutely bigger than us...now, who would not want to hear about God?
i still look at your blog every day haha
I'm with Katie, that golden rain is a beautiful picture!
Katie - thank you for kind words!
Beverly - It's amazing but I'm aware that there are actually people out there who are tired of hearing about other people's faith and how they express it. Thanks for your sweet compliment.
Jordan - You are the best- a faithful friend.
A wise preacher once told me that he planted the seeds and God brought forth the harvest when I asked him if he ever got discouraged because no one ever "responded" (i.e. came forward) after a sermon. I recently listened to a story called "George Street" about this man who worked for many years handing out tracts on George Street. A reporter interviewed a lot of people who had changed their lives because of this man. The reporter went to interview the man who was way up in years by this time and unable to go out and hand out tracts. When the man heard about all the lives that were changed he just started crying because before that day, he had never known if he had made a difference in even one life. I think that is how we need to live our lives of seed planting. We don't need to get all wrapped up in the outcome we just need to plant the seeds.
Enjoy your blog. Lynna
You are a beam of hope! Your blog inspires!
candy... sounds like you grew up in my church too.. except I know that you didn't, which makes what you have said even more true. It's a dangerous place to sit, declaring that one has It All.. (truth that is).
I'm loving this journey too... painful tho it has been.
lynna, you are a treasure.
In MY garden, Stag plants it. God grows it, and the kids on their way to school pic it, twirl it around, try to give it to a girl, who then throws it away.
Brats.
Candy,
I too have not had the same luck with blogging as I used to. hmm is that saying something?!! but I still look at yours and no matter how long it is in between, you always shed ALOT OF LIGHT!!! You always have words of wisdom and I'm glad your blogger let you IN!!!
Happy Mother's Day, Candy!
Happy Mother's Day!
I defintely think God is bigger than words, thoughts, ideas or deeds! If He wasn't I wouldn't want to worship Him. It is my prayer in these high school students that God will act in a BIG way in their lives - bigger than they can possibly imagine! That is what makes Him so amazing!
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